Are you dumb because you know me not...

clearvoice @ 2009-09-01T19:48:00

2009-09-01T23:49:16Z

jane says
I've never been in love.
I don't know what it is.
She only knows if someone wants her.

blah

2009-06-28T20:41:10Z

I have so many things I want to do but no motivation. And I feel like fall will really test my stress levels. 2 jobs and a full schedule at university? At least all my friends will be away so I won't get distracted. wait. I am definitely thinking about that wrong.

I keep spending money even though I don't need to be. Bought a really blue cowl-neck shirt from express. it's brill.

can I move to a country where not wearing a bra is cool?

buffalo!!

2009-03-06T01:51:41Z

clearvoice @ 2009-02-07T02:29:00

2009-02-07T07:33:26Z

why the fuck did they put me in the one place I requested NOT to be?

I said I didn't want freshman.
I said I didn't want all girls.
I said I didn't want limited visitation.
I said I didn't want Smith.

So why the fuck did they put me there? Good going, leave Stephanie (who doesn't know what pot smells like, and once called me up to her floor when it smelled like flowers) and Olivia (who explicitly stated that she only works here for the aminities-- nice room, and that she thinks her residents are creepy) in Ragans make me (who actually likes the complex for it's characteristics and student demographic, and who works really really hard) go away.

I hate housing.

my room

2009-01-28T22:30:47Z

So, I realized that I haven't posted here in like a million years. I figured I'm post pictures of my room :) X-posted to iheartmyroom. Because I do. And the most ballin' part? This costs me $1,300 a semester, plus I get paid to live here. And work. The kitchen is my favorite. :D

Here's the view from the doorway:

And rotating to the left, we move from the living/dining/kitchen to the "cave" of my closet and reading area

Then you really get a good view of my weird ceiling as we move to my office slash bedroom, my least favorite part because it's so boring! I really need art for the bed wall and the wall you can't see.

And finally, the opposite view. You can see my front door, the door to my bathroom (with the mirror), my couch.

clearvoice @ 2007-07-01T23:05:00

2007-07-02T03:07:01Z

oy vey
life is interesting

clearvoice @ 2006-08-30T18:02:00

2006-08-30T22:01:35Z

hi LJ.
just dropping in.
does anyone use this anymore?

or have I been deleted from your friends list due to lack of useage/commentage? :)

<3 susu

clearvoice @ 2006-03-29T16:16:00

2006-03-29T21:14:45Z

I'm bad at LJ.
Myspace me-

www.myspace.com/clearvoice

as if you didn't know :D

clearvoice @ 2006-01-16T11:29:00

2006-01-16T16:29:35Z

Hello lovely LJ friends....

so basically, this is me being adorable

I know, I know :)

pictures!

2006-01-03T23:42:53Z

yo. so I had some cute pictures

<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v294/clearvoice/Friends%20and%20me/keith6.jpg'><br>

pucker up

2005-12-16T00:56:32Z

[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers. (I love this)
[x] on the nose (I love this even more)
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] the opposite sex.
[x] small kisses the same sex
[] someone a little younger than me.
[x] someone a little older than me.
[] someone with curly hair.
[] someone with blonde hair and blue eyes.
[] someone with red hair
[] someone with straight hair.
[] someone shorter than me.
[] someone with a lip or tongue ring.
[x] someone who I truly love/loved.
[] someone who was drunk.
[x] someone who was high.
[x] someone in the morning.
[x] someone right after waking up
[x] someone just before bed...
[x] someone late at night...
[] someone who I had just met.
[] someone who I really didn't want to kiss.
[] someone while I was going out with some else.
[x] someone on a bed.
[] someone in a field
[x] someone at school.
[x] someone against a wall
[] someone at a show.
[] someone at the beach.
[] someone in a pool
[x] someone who was/is a good friend
[] someone in the rain.
[] someone in the snow.
[] someone with an std.
[] someone in the shower.
[x] someone in a car/taxi/bus.
[] someone on a plane
[] someone in a different country
[x] someone in a movie theater.
[x] someone in a bathroom.
[x] someone in the dark
[] someone on a roof top.
[]someone under water
[x] someone while driving
[] a stranger...
[] more than one person at once
[x] someone and cried.
[] someone goodbye forever
[x] someone when i was drunk. (just a bit tipsy)
[] someone who didn't speak english
[] someone with an accent
[] someone on a rollercoaster

clearvoice @ 2005-08-25T19:19:00

2005-08-25T23:19:21Z

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
<lj-cut text="See clearvoice's results.">1) What song/movie would you recommend to shmrckr34? marvelous things by eisley
2) What is half_fiction's favorite game? I have no clue!
3) If thegodsquad and <lj user="katiemacalister" /> were spliced together, what would it be like? a christian writing genius
4) What is fuzi's favorite color? rainbow!
5) How long have you known matchbox_? we've never met
6) Could you see fuzi and matchbox_ together? haha, maybe :P
7) Does queen_insomniac drink? I'm gonna guess no.
8) Do shmrckr34 and queen_insomniac go to the same school? Nope.
9) What would lizard_lj do differently in your shoes? listen to country music
10) Have you flirted with lizard_lj? mm oh yes, inbreeding!
11) What is audrey_monroe's shoe size? 7?
12) If snape_is_hott had a superpower, what would it be? seduction powers for all the HP characters!!
13) Where would newquay_hotel most like to visit? ME in FL
14) What do you agree with lizard_lj about? loads of stuff.
15) Is dreamyscottie related to deepbreathin? nope
16) What is newquay_hotel allergic to? nothing that I know of
17) Is thegodsquad 1337? what does that say??
18) One thing you can't stand about dreamyscottie? shes so unfairly prettyful!! <333
19) What word best describes thegodsquad? spunky
20) What do you disagree with lacygreenlaw about? I haven't had any deep convos with her....
21) Is half_fiction athletic? yes
22) Is dirtydan8374 a high school student? no
23) Where was katiemacalister born? no clue
24) Do you have a crush on matchbox_? no
25) Is shmrckr34 introverted or extroverted? extroverted? je ne sais pas

clearvoice @ 2005-08-01T19:28:00

2005-08-01T23:42:41Z

Okay. I'm about to be a sophmore at Rickards (that's a dare to come stalk me) in the IB program.
Yes, I'm slightly crazy for going to that school and being in that program.
I get my driver's liscence in December!
I have a cat and a dog named Stinker and Emily, respectively.
I live with both my parents (Ohmigosh, they aren't divorced! I know, I am sooo weird ) and my sister.
Tallahassee is boring as anything, but cool for reason listed below.
I love big cities
I love languages, and currently enrolled in French IV (most people stop at II)
The Edge is my dance studio, Dance Effects is my dance team, The Dance Studio is where I took for 9 years.
JACKS is a group of my best friends from middle school. We all split up for high school:
J is for Julie, who stayed with my at Rickards. She is diabetic, boy crazy, and dramatic. But also very close to me. sometimes. (don't ask)
A is for AKP (anna kate) who goes to Leon. I hang out with her the most out of these people. She plays 5 instruments and is hilarious.
C is for Coral, the gorgeous surfer/prep who is #5 in her high school class at Leon. I've known her the longest out of those friends.
K is for Keightley who left us and moved to Canada! 2813 miles away, we still talk all the time and she has beach parties everytime she visits. Her nickname is Jesus.
My closest guy friends are Billy (hot. stoner. asshole. but very funny.) Davis (julie's bf. ex bf. bf. whateverrrrr) Kyle Cosgrove (my neighbor and older friend, everyone wants him, he's way hot) Trevor (we never really hook up outside of school, but during school we are the coolest people ever. Lunch crowd)
I have many friends. Some are close, some aren't. But I value all of them.
I am a proud virgin. I also have never kissed anyone - something I wouldn't mind changing.
I am very proud of my irish heritage. I am very pale. My hair is slightly red. I dye it a lot. I have blue eyes. I pimp the claddaugh. See my icon?? See my rings??
I am 5'7.5", 67.5 inches. I wish I was taller. I love heels.
I recently got a cell phone. It's a slide phone. Because only the coolest will do.
Springwood was my elementary school, Fairview was my middle school. My sister went to Springwood, Betton Hills, Godby and Leon. We are very different.
I love shopping. But I'm always broke. I need a job. but I'm too lazy to get one.
I've never had the chicken pox.
I love meeting people.

So basically, I'm me.

WHY YOU SHOULD KNOW MY HOMETOWN OR WHY IT IS COOL (and my state too!)

Tallahassee is home of Florida State University
FSU is always on Playboy's party school list.
FSU has a great football team, we are always in the running for national champs. :) go noles!!
Our state capital looks like....male genitalia....if you don't trust me, google search "florida's capital" or something like that.
Most people think Disney is special. Everyone here is SICK of it. We go every year, sometimes twice a year with school groups.
Um, hello, Ponce De Leon, Christopher Colombus, ect.... I know you've read about the "discovery of america" in your history books.
Home of Dance Effects - MY dance team, which is currently number 1 in the state for Jazz and pom in the only competitioin that counts. You know which one!
Why the hell is Tallahassee the capital? No one knows.....it would make more sense for a big city to be capital.
We live 30 minutes from Georgia.
You can eat in a restaurant and not die from second hand smoke. Oh how I love that we were among the first to pass the fresh air law thing. hahaha.
We live about an hour from the beach, but are mostly void of those blonde, tan, bitchy brats who roam the streets of miami.
The state is a panhandle. That's pimp! And it looks like a gun, boot, L, among several other things.
We own the southern most point in the US. Key west, babyyyy 90 miles to Cuba.
There are only two temperatures - hot and hotter.
Winter is about 50. Well, I dunno, we usually stay inside during winter. It could be worse.
We birthed the Backstreet Boys, NSYNC, Creed (specifically MY HOMETOWN), Orlando Jones (7up guy, and then was in the Drumline), A girl on America's Next Top Model, Lacy from Real World (I got my hair cut in the salon where she works), and god knows so many other famous people. but most of that credit goes to Orlando. I love orlando.
Well. Just take my word for it. I might hate it 90% of the time, but Tallahassee is pretty cool. And so is Florida as a whole.

<33333333 susannah

clearvoice @ 2005-07-25T14:14:00

2005-07-25T18:15:26Z

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions

Now, the questions asked to me by sing_4_joy
1. What makes you smile? My friends, family, me and my buddies singing loudly and obviously horribly....so many things :)
2. What is the most important thing to you? In order - My health, my family (and their health), my friends (and their health), school/job/my future, dance and other hobbies.
3. How did you hear about LJ? My friend Scottie had an LJ when everyone else I knew had an OD. But I didn't convert until my cousin Lar convinced me (she's LJ-obsessed)
4. What kind of books do you read? I LOVE BOOKS!! Harry potter (first of course), realistic teen fiction, mystery, some fantasy, trashy love novels (heh), non-fiction only when it interests me A LOT. haha.
5. Your username is clearvoice - is that because you're a singer? (what's the deal with that name?) Well actually, I do sing somewhat (I was in advanced chorus for 4 years) but I'm not that into it anymore. Clear Voice basically came from me wanting to be heard (I guess, I don't really remember)...and I hated how everyone on OD had some band lyrics as their handle (so lame), and basically it just came to me and has stuck ever since!

later <333 susu

clearvoice @ 2005-07-21T12:53:00

2005-07-21T16:53:50Z

You Are 25 Years Old

25

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

clearvoice @ 2005-07-09T19:06:00

2005-07-09T23:20:02Z

Name 20 people you know.

1. Julie Soyars
2. Anna Kate Padgett
3. Coral Burnamen
3. Keightley Bertram
4. Davis Ramsey
5. Billy Schlesinger
6. Lara Schmertmann
7. Liz Williams
8. Sophie Hyson
9. Trevor Cole
10. Sarah Chester
11. Farrah Bryant
12. Lindsey Scott
13. Mark Pritzl
14. Chase Miley
15. Kyle Cosgrove
16. Bud Simpson
17. Laura Hockman
18. Lizzie Jones
19. Becca Hockman
20. MC Strickland

Who is #8 going out with? No one that I know of...
Is #9 a boy or a girl? Boy
Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? Well, I don't think either is lesbian or bi...
How about #18 and #4? Uh, NO. Davis will NOT be dating one of my hot cousins, he's a sleeze.
What grade is #17 in? Laura is gonna be a senior at Lake Brantley! OMFG! lol
When was the last time you talked to #12? Today at dance, I <3 her times a million.
What is #6's favorite band? My Chemical Romance probably.
Does #1 have any siblings? Yes, one brother and a shit load of step/halfies.
Would you ever date #3? Hells yeah, Coral is one hot mama!
Would you ever date #5? I tried that already. ew.
Is #16 single? Nope, committed relationship for like 2 years. wow!
What's #15's last name? well I listed all the last names...oops. Cosgrove. Sexy italian/irish.
What's #10's middle name? not sure....marie?
What's #8's fantasy? dude, she's a good little jewish girl. conservative jewish. she doesn't have fantasies.
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? No, he's too young and stupid.
What school does #20 go to? Leon, UGH
And #1? Rickards, biatch!
Tell me a random fact about #11: We were in gifted together in elementary school, and last night we hung out.
And #3? she's stopped shaving. everything. I just went to the beach with her. haha.
Are #12 and #19 friends? They don't know of each other. Long distance....
Who's #10 dating? umm I think sarah might be single now.
Have you ever kissed #5? Nah.
Have you ever kissed #12? haha, that is my goal during camp, YESSSSS
#16? haha, maybe on the hand or something.
If not for any of those... would you? Are you on crack? parler anglais amigo
Which person have you known longer #4 or #15? #15, me and Kyle go way back to the 'wood. Springwood. Yesssss.

<3

clearvoice @ 2005-06-24T19:09:00

2005-06-24T23:13:16Z

I had lunch with Amy yesterday during her break from FSU piano music camp.

My new sunglasses -

Me being coy, or not. whatever.

I reverted back to my youth because grandma took me out to brunch today! I love cracker barrel!

Susu blue eyes

And I totally didn't have makeup on in these last 2 pics. My skin is being tolerable. I love my new dermatologist! <3

later guys! <3 susu

clearvoice @ 2005-06-22T13:07:00

2005-06-22T17:08:01Z

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

heck yes!

Garbage

2005-06-21T03:02:57Z

I hate wasting time in the summer....but I'm dreading going in to work. I probably should considering I went shopping last friday and spent 3/4 of my credit limit. Shittttt.

Work is so boring. Files, files, files. On the upside - all the M&Ms and Coke I want.

OH OH OH. Liberating feeling - I'm single. I really dislike relationships. Which is why I've only had 2, both of which were pretty much non-existant and very short.

I might be buying a car. It's cute. I haven't told my parents yet. Bad thing - it's white. Euck. It's gonna get so gross just like my sister's car. We now need a 4-car garage!

New pictures up on Myspace, I don't feel like getting the URls right now to put them on LJ. I'm just really not into LiveJournal...sorry LAR!!! But I do love communities. And meeting people.

Anyway, later, loves. <3 s
EDIT:

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 8 people about this game.
• Billy is the one that you love.
• Kyle is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Keightley.
• Laura is the one who knows you very well.
• Lara is your lucky star.
• I hate Everything About You - 3 days grace is the song that matches with Billy.
• Everything - Vertical Horizon is the song for Kyle.
• This Place is a Prison - Postal Sevice is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Overdrive - Katy Rose is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz damn things that are so right.

clearvoice @ 2005-06-08T15:53:00

2005-06-08T19:54:09Z

damn, I'm fine

notice my almost abs? Stupid bottom half. Die and go to hell.

clearvoice @ 2005-05-31T14:10:00

2005-05-31T18:12:26Z

ShroomGlow:

Auto response from EpoxiedWithMoxie: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLAKE!!!!<3

ShroomGlow: aww
EpoxiedWithMoxie: heyyy
ShroomGlow: lol! that's so funny.... I had forgotten it was by birthday 'til I read that.

It's so bizarre....We never have anything to talk about. When I'm not around him, I always contemplate breaking things off - but then, he says some sweet thing and that thought gets erased....like he knows I'm thinking about that. And it's his birthday...I can't tell him I want to be friends on his birthday. Theres always something - birthday, holiday, death in the family, ect ect....

Lalala. The mountains were good, as always. Family reunions are always interesting. Two new babies. CUTE. I was sick on sunday. that was ballz. But besides that, it was a good trip. (and I missed Becca! ERIC, you can't always have her to yourself!!!) I don't even regret missing Becca D's end of the year party. or the last day of exams. Summertime rocks.

My dad and sister brought me sonic for lunch. wtf? I've never had sonic in my life.....we never go there. Hehe.

Spent all morning on _IconsYouStole community of LiveJournal. pretty pimp. :P

Gots to go finish my watermelon slushy. later hos.

Honour code

2005-05-02T21:11:59Z

Must be strictly enforced at all times. No help with homework from your parents, friends or any other unauthorized aids. No cheating on tests, no lying about absences, no plagerizing.

What bullshit. Maybe IB isnt worth it. All I know is that today I paid Davis 5 bucks to write my "take home" essay because I didn't feel like doing it. I'm screwd over for the AP test tomorrow. 3 Essays and 70 Multiple Choice. World history has so much potential, but alas, my teacher is 76 years old, and cranky/senile. (Ma prof pour le francais a 81 ans!! Quel horreur!)

I think thrusday is 1 month. I don't really get ino the whole counting down and celebrating 'milestones'. I'm just happy with him. And FYI: we haven't kissed yet. :)

I tried out for DancEffects on Saturday. I wasn't going to, because I was nervous and my mom wasn't all for it, but I'm so glad I did, and I did really well - I'm supposed to hear by tonight whether or not I made it. I really hope I did. The clinic was the best class I'd had in a long time. And I love Cameron and Sarah and Julianne and all them. Oh! And my mom saw how happy I was and said she'd try to make it work because my smile was so pretty :P hehe. But I really think I got in - not only because I felt really solid, landed all my doubles/doubles with axles, and did a switch leap, but because (besides the 4 of us from my studio) the competition sucked!

I have ballet today, it's weird.....ballet is usually my best subject, but I KICKED ASS on saturday doing jazz and pom....I hope my ballet skills don't go down. hehe.

Gotta go, love you guys! <3 Susu

clearvoice @ 2005-03-29T18:53:00

2005-03-30T00:01:20Z

A - Age you got your first kiss: mmm hasn't happened yet :/
B - Band listening to right now: Alanis
C - Crush: I'm inbetween right now
D - Dad's name: Dougggg
E - Easiest person to talk to: Lara
F - Favorite bands at the moment: Coheed, Flogging Molly, Keane
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Do I really have to choose? hmm bears. I like the sour worms
H - Hometown: Tallahassee, Florida.
I - Instruments: does a bong count?
J - Junior High: Fairview, represent!
K - Kids: eeeuck maybe when I'm old/bored
L - Longest car ride ever: Santa fe to tallahassee
M - Mom's name: Joni (Victoria Joan)
N - Nicknames: Susu, Sus, winter white cracker, angel eyes, ect
O - One wish: That I could look at my life through someone else's eyes
P - Phobia[s]: drowning, being alone, not really living
Q - Quote: "Only the shallow know themselves", "A true friend stabs you in the back" and pretty much anything else by Oscar Wilde
R - Reason to smile: My friends, family, future and memories
S - Song you sang last: Devil's Dance Floor
T - Time you woke up [today]: 5:36 am
U - Unknown fact about me: I may not be religious, but I'm spirtual. I'm not atheist, just anti-organized religion......yet they fascinate me, and I go with my friends to experience the culture. weirdo!
V - Vegetable you hate: cauliflower, euck.
W - Worst habit(s): nail biting, slacking off, never cleaning my room and neglecting my laundry.
X - X-rays you've had: Ribs/lungs, teeth/jaws. PLUS an echo-cardio gram, like a sonogram on your heart. tres cool.
Y - Yummy food: Anything sour, anything Italian.
Z - Zodiac sign: Libra

I'm in a quiz mood. School just sucks. Can you tell I'm doing this instead of homework? Plus I'm so sore from dance.

Later loves! <3 susu

clearvoice @ 2005-03-27T21:51:00

2005-03-28T02:48:46Z

Your dating personality profile:

Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile:

Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Outgoing
2. Liberal
3. Adventurous
4. Sensual
5. Big-Hearted
6. Practical
7. Athletic
8. Funny
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Intellectual

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Shy
2. Big-Hearted
3. Adventurous
4. Practical
5. Funny
6. Liberal
7. Intellectual
8. Athletic
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Romantic

Take the Dating Profile Quiz - Relationship Jokes - Relationship Advice

nice....

clearvoice @ 2005-03-13T19:37:00

2005-03-14T00:35:23Z

You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.

In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

</td>

Buddhism

83%

agnosticism

79%

Satanism

75%

Islam

71%

Paganism

63%

atheism

63%

Judaism

46%

Christianity

29%

Hinduism

29%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
created with QuizFarm.com

Uh....maybe I should talk to chen and become buddhist! ;) jk. This was pretty inaccurate, I thought. Maybe it's because I'm wearing my Chinese good luck beads, as well as Buddhist prayer beads. My asian friends want me to be asian so bad. Lol. <333 susu